Major Vent - I Love Him

Two blogs in one day? Dang Nicky you're on a roll. No, shut up. Warning: this is going to be an emo-kid blog.

I hate her so much. Everyone and their mothers say it but you totally don't understand how I feel and I don't care how much you say you do - you don't. I can promise you that. It's never bothered me THIS much before. I always used to just roll my eyes and think it was stupid, because it is SO extreamly stupid, but Allyson did it tonight. This one little thing totally pushed me over the edge. (Now, you probably have no idea what I'm talking about and I'm sorry but I need to get this out) SHE NEEDS TO STOP! It's bad enough that he gave her a second chance she's just so dhasjdhkdhakd GAH I CAN'T STAND HER! And she doesn't deserve to be anywhere within 100 feet of him let alone as close as that. And seriously, I love him so much, and not like the 'dhajshdkada omg your so hot' kinda thing. And it pisses me off that he doesn't know how much he means to me and he never will and it pisses me off even more that I can't just tell him to be careful. That I don't want him to get hurt again. Just djsdhajdhkadhjdh. That's it. Seriosuly. I cried. She needs to take a hint and GO THE FUCK AWAY. He obviously doesn't look that enthusiastic about her hanging on him like that. I'm not a baby and there is NO WAY in hell you can ever call it jealousy cause that's the freakin last thing that this is. I just don't want him to get hurt again and he's gunna screw himself over cause shes a bitch. Maybe if she had one personality/name it wouldn't be so bad but NO. She has to be a freakin bi-polar whore! And there's so much more I wanna say that I just can't even remmeber and I'm probably rambling right now but I DON'T CARE! She just needs to disapear or leave him alone and I'll be 2378391 times happier. I mean, I want him to be happy, I really really do, but she's gunna screw him over again and I know it. Just, GAHHHH. Seriously you all probably think I'm a physco freak right now but I promise you I'm not. I'm just getting my feelings out because I've never felt like this before. And that's one of the things that bothers me the most. I never really cared about them. As I said before, I always just rolled my eyes and thought it was all stupid, but now I really care because I know what's going to happen. And seriously, if it was a different person I know I'd be totally and completely happy for him. But its her, and from stories I heard and certain things that I know she's the biggest bitch ever. It's 11:15 and I need to go to bed since I'm taking a huge test tomorrow so I shall go in an emo mood. Goodnight everyone and if you read this then you're cool.

I love my best friends<3
Sorry, that was needed. Cause they make me feel better.