Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Brace Face

They're on and I hate them. They still hurt from Saturday and they make my teeth look like grillz. I'm not even used to them yet and I don't think I ever will be. 2 years is way too long. I want them off - NOW!

I'm deff. suffering from withdrawels (sp?). I miss thoes boys way too much for my own good. I guess I'm too attached, but I really can't help it. *sigh* :[ No more to say on that topic, or else I think I'll cry.

Speaking of the boys, I absolutely can't stand that everybody knows who they are. You have no idea how much I hate when I'm sitting in homeroom miding my own buisness and all of a sudden I hear "Nick Jonas or Joe Jonas?! Theyre both sooo hot" It makes me want to smack babies. And the fact that this girl Nicolette (thanks for stealing my name) hates me because my name is Nicolette too and I love Nick .. is a little .. um .. GAY! Get over yourself. teenies need to disappear.

I got my haircut on Sunday. It's medium now and I hate it but I needed to get all the dead ends cut off. I miss the beginning of 7th grade when I had like .. SUPA long long long hair before I cut it all off haha.

Anway, Bee & I also went to the cemetary on Sunday. It was the first time I've been there since last November. I seriously can't believe it's almost been a year already. I think about everything I'm doing now and it's not fair that he isn't here with me. We could be doing so much together. We had so many plans and jokes and ... *sigh* Come on ... what's a girl without her dad?

Monday, September 10, 2007

Hey Freshie

Okay so I've gotta admit, being a Freshman is not as bad as I thought it would be. Actually, it's not bad at all. My schedule is actually pretty good and I've made friends already. So far I don't have THAT much homework, but I know it'll change soon. The only bad things are that I have a bottom locker and that everyone calls you Freshman (which I hate. I have a name you know!) But besides that, highschool is pretty rad.

So, Ryan Scheckler needs to have my kids. Haha. Random fact, but totally true. He's adorable and I love him anddddd the end. And even though his show is totally fake b.s I still watch it because I love him haha. And his tattoo has gotta be the hottest thing in the world. Almost as hot as the Nurls! The end.

Yea, this a really short entry but I just wanted to let you all know I'm not emo anymore :] Even though I still miss the boys, and my bestfriends (I'll be seeing them soon hopefully) I'm doing good. But putting up my pictures in my locker today did kinda depress me. I did take a nap today though! For like the first time since I was 5 haha! Anyway, I'm peacin because I'm still really tired. Goodnight everyone. You shall hear more about my life when something interesting happens.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

How To Be Emo ..

The following things will help you on a day that you feel like being an emotional wreck ...

Step 1: Make sure it's the last day of your summer vacation. Cause you know, you're never gunna be able to have any more free time once high school starts kid. And the weekends fly by, so the day before school starts (like today) is a perfect day.

Step 2: Go without seeing some of your best friends for about a month. It makes you really upset and makes you miss them A LOT. So make sure you don't talk to them online or anything either. Because that'll just top the cake.

Step 3: Don't forget to have most of your other best friends live in different states than you. Of course, you met them online and the probability of meeting them in person is slim to none. So have fun thinking about all the fun stuff you guys would do together .. which will never happen!

Step 4: Have three of your favorite boys in the whole entire world be on the other side of the country. Make sure there's NO possible way to get in touch with them. And when they post youtube videos or myspace bullitens/blogs make sure you cry as you watch/read them. And make sure that one curly haired kid that you're madly in love with doesn't return the feelings. Cause youre a fan. And he doesn't do that kinda thing. Instead, he'll stick around that whore, who he doesn't even like half the time and who is a complete bitch to him.

Step 5: The boy you're starting to like in real life, make sure that you guys have just met. Make sure you're cousin isn't best friends with him. It's best if you guys know absolutely nothing about eachother, yet you're attracted to him none the less.

And last but not least ..

Step 6: Start school tomorrow. Be a freshman and not know anyone or anything about your new school. Be the lowerclassmen. Be so confused about what's going to happen this year. Make sure you get LOADS of homework and tests, cause thats totally you're favorite things right?



Okay really sorry to be so negative but I'm in such a bad mood right now. I'm so .. upset I guess you can say. Not mad, more sad than anything. Oh well .. I'll let you all know how tomorrow goes.